Only Time Will Tell

Only time will tell... a phrase I used six months ago pertaining to mine and Sammie's friendship. Time has told its story. Looking back at that blog post I think I sensed something. In mid-December Sammie and I began our falling out. I got mad over a petty issue and with the help of Sammie's words the issue got blown into a friendship ending issue. I was mad at her and Alissa. I didn't want to talk about it then in case I said something I may regret in the future. Sammie informed me I didn't care for her or respect her. she said if I didn't tell her what was wrong I was jeopardizing our friendship. In her mind, the incident was friendship ending; in mine it was her words.

In the weeks that followed, I attempted to talk to her about our differences but she had no interest in hearing it. Since then her and I haven't talked. It still bothers me that we have let such a thing ruin our friendship, but as noticeable in my July post, I think it was coming down the pike. I tried on multiple times to get her to talk about our issues but she has been unwilling. We threw it all away. I still wished we could've mended our friendship, but its dead and there is no chance of revival on either of our parts.

You see, last week she talked to a resident that requested to tall to her. I was playing on the computer when she started to talk to a resident. I heard her tell the resident to return to their room. I looked back and saw he wouldn't. I started watching them until he did return to the room. According to Sammie I never paid attention and was too busy on the computer. a completely false allegation. I am now having to defend myself and show I didn't do what she is saying. An uphill battle. I was blind sided today when I got called in the office. I couldn't even remember what they were talking about. Not until to went back to work did I realize what event it was. I have a meeting with Marie and Will to hopefully clear my name. I have to say I am shocked Sallied would stoop to that level but it truly shows we will never mend our differences. this really saddens me. I just hope I don't have to watch every little thing I do now out of fear that Sammie will lie to get me written up or fired. I expected more out of her, even as we were not on speaking terms.